Wednesday, March 3, 2010

WHATEVER WOULD I DO WITHOUT HIM?

Well tomorrow is Thankful Thursday and I am feeling a little behind. I have been quite sick this week. In fact, I would say it is the sickest I have been with anything in quite a while. A BAD BAD cold and a good case of bronchitis as well. The doc was certain I had pneumonia, but I am happy to report he was wrong. My x-rays were clear. However, between the wheezing, coughing, stuffy head and ears, and extreme weakness it has just not been a good week for me. It has also stirred up my anxiety a bit which I fight from time to time as well. But as I was thinking about this post and wondering WHAT am I thankful for this week, I am happy to report several things did come to my mind...


First, I am soo thankful for my husband. Whatever would I do without him I wonder sometimes? He has been working my anxieties for MANY years now and he is such a comfort to me. Plus he cares for me fixing me meals and bringing my meds etc. I am soo grateful for this wonderful man. Ran me to the doc's AGAIN this afternoon missing a meeting at work to do so. And then I am grateful for all of my sons. Joe has run me over a frozen yogurt (low cal and a treat I enjoy on my diet) a couple of days this week as he knew I was too sick to get one. Plus he ran some errands for me and I know how busy he is. But the best thing he did was bring my grandson Jeffie by this afternoon to give his Grandma a hug. Just so you don't think we were crazy exposing him to my bug, he gave it to me in the first place I am quite certain as he was sick last week with this. In fact he said, " Grandma I must have given it to you because I am all better now." lol Yes Jeffie I am afraid you did. But what a bright spot in my day that was. My youngest son Jimmy sat and chatted his lunch break away (for almost an hour) with me today as I know he knew I was feeling "weird" and needed a distraction. Then he prayed with me and I felt a peace wash over me. My other son John shares soo many of my "weirdnesses" that he too is a great one to talk to. And my daughter Melody as always is there for me when I need someone to perk me up and chat and convince me that "Yes, mom this too will pass." My mom and my sisters are always people I can count on as well. So as you can clearly see, the Lord has blessed me with such a comforting supportive family and how very grateful I am for every one of them. But right at the very top of my list as always is my Lord. Truly, where ever would I be without Him when I find myself overwhelmed and weak? A ever present source of comfort and strength. I believe beyond a shadow of a doubt He controlled my second blood pressure reading (the first one was sooo high) today at the docs by washing over me a peace in knowing I am always and forever in His hands. It doesn't matter that I am not the Christian I LONG to be. That I am not always strong. I do NEED Him, and I do NEED my family. I blow it in some way or another every single day and yet He loves me anyway in spite of all my weaknesses and failures. And how grateful I am for that can never be described.

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20 comments:

  1. Bless your heart. Praying GOD will fully restore you, soon. Hugs, andrea

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  2. Hi Deb, I am delighted to know how to pray specifically for you, sweetie! So sorry to hear that you feel badly. The anxiety thing I am well acquainted with. My home has been in a bit of an upheaval the past week. Our 23 yo daughter moved back home (which is a HUGE praise!!)She brought with her a 9 mo old male cat that isn't afraid of anything and has our animals quite upset...not to mention a couple of VERY unnerving cat fights! Whew...I get anxious just thinking about it! Then, trying to make space when there really isn't any has been quite a challenge...and trying to accomodate her AND the 21 yo daughter who is having to share her room again! I am so thankful that I can still have some influence on these girls! But man, this adjustment thing just gets more difficult the older I get. ACK!! I AM getting old, huh??? But I think I'm 35!!

    So glad you are so well supported and cared for...it's called reaping what you have sown, my dear!!

    May our loving heavenly Father touch your body and take that nasty bug right away in Jesus' name!!

    Love you!
    Becky

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  3. Debbie
    I hope you feel better soon, however after this post I am sure you will. With all the gratefulness in your heart, I am sure Fod's healing power is not far behind. Hugs..Maryrose

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  4. Oh Debbie! You have the sweetest and most thoughtful family! You did an amazing job raising them and your husband is so precious !! I am so glad you are being taken such good care of and I will continue praying for you and that your recovery would come swiftly!!! Rest rest rest my friend!! Wish I could bring you some homemade chicken soup and some warm tea and just chat and pray over you! Since I can't know that I am sending you hugs and lots of love over this cyber world!!!

    Love you

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  5. I just read my Mom's comment, and I'm sure she meant God's, not Fod's. I don't even know who Fod is ;)

    Debbie, I always enjoy reading your posts and your thankful Thursdays always remind me what I'm thankful for as well. I really hope that you do start feeling back to normal very soon. I know how much you do, and colds just get in the way of that! You have an amazing family, they all are so giving of themselves. You really are a blessed woman! Great post, as always!

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  6. I am sorry you have been so sick Debbie! I hope that you are feeling much better very soon.

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  7. Debbie, so sorry that you are still feeling under the weather. I had that awful bronchitis over the holidays and it seemed to hang on forever! I am blessed that even in the midst of feeling sick, you have taken time to give thanks. Having people around you that love you and take care of you is indeed something to be thankful for! Hope you feel better real soon! -love, Laurie

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  8. Oh shoosters....so sorry to hear you have been so sick. I can sympathize with you. I was awful for 2 weeks!!! Get better...and continue resting.
    Hugs,
    Kris

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  9. Goodness. I hope you are feeling better soon and that the Lord continues to provide for you with loving hands.

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  10. Sorry to know that you have been unwell, Debbie. I am praying for you. Thank God for blessing you with such a kind and loving husband and a very supportive family! These are so precious. You are so dear to many of us too. May the Lord continue to strengthen you and keep you in His loving care.

    Hugs,
    Nancie

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  11. Hi My Friend,

    Wanted to pop in and say hello. You have been such a comfort to me with your kind thoughts and prayers. I'm praying that you are quickly on the mend. You brought a smile to my face as I read through all the things, people you are thankful for...you are a very blessed woman with a beautiful loving heart.

    Love you so much.

    Peace & Hugs,
    Alleluiabelle

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  12. you are truly blessed with such loving and caring family..take care!

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  13. Praying for you to feel much better very soon.

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  14. Hope you get to feeling better! Sounds like you have a great team behind you! Blessings!

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  15. praying you feel better very soon.

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  16. Hope you're feeling better soon! Glad to know that you're being well taken care of. Love the story of your granddaughter. Beautiful!

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  17. Your thankful list is so amazing! I too stand amazed at the goodness of the Lord to bless me with a wonderful husband and kids! Deb we are truly blessed!!

    Praying that you quickly recover from the flu, brochitis stuff. I've had it several times last year plus pneumonia so I know how yucky it can be! Pray His healing balm ministers peace, health and strength to you today! In Jesus Name!

    Oh, thank you for your comment on my post this a.m.! Sorry you couldn't copy it. Id's be glad to email a copy of the devotional scanned page if you'd like. Just let me know.

    He is Faithful!

    Hugs and Sweet Blessings!
    Jackie

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  18. Greetings dear sister, So sorry you've been under the weather but I so understand as I've been battling on the health front as well but standing on His promises that by His stripes we are healed.
    Loved your grateful heart. You are a blessing to many so get well.
    Praying for you.
    Hugs, Noreen

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  19. I'm praying for you to feel better as you focus on things to be thankful for!

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  20. I will pray that for you. WOW, that is so wonderful that your son said a pray for you. You have been blessed with a wonderful family.
    God Bless,
    Ginger

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I am so glad that you would take the time to comment on my thoughts and feelings, it is such a blessing to me!