We got a call last night that saddened us soo much, it is hard to put into words. My middle son John was married to a beautiful girl named Jennifer for 7 years. Their relationship became such that it seemed better if they were to go their separate ways, so 3 years ago they got divorced. John has had a very difficult time with the divorce, and the truth is he just never stopped loving her. I think that might have been just impossible to do. They remained good friends and talked often. We all saw her last June at the funeral when my step dad passed away. She was genuinely so happy to see everyone, and we all visited with her quite a bit. She passed away quite suddenly yesterday while out walking her little dog. They are not sure why yet. A million questions have run through all of our minds with why? right at the top. But I guess it remains the same. God is the giver of life, and these decisions are in His hands. My heart just aches for her family and for my son. Jennifer would have been 37 years on the 30th of this month. Soo young. We often joked about her being a year older than John. She was a beautiful girl inside and out, and had a heart the size of a giant. Her beautiful singing voice often entertained us as she played her guitar. Her giving selfless ways made her a true pleasure to be around. Her body WAS never very healthy and she suffered from many different things that made her life here hard. It is hard to say goodbye to one so young, and yet I pray she is at peace. We will all miss you soo much Jen!